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Wendy Parker's avatar

Thank you again. This helps me, as a cis, understand what my trans friends need from me in the way of support. Knowing is Knowing. ❤️

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Diane Anderson-Minshall's avatar

Very smart piece. I know when my spouse was transitioning gosh maybe 17 years now he said often he was so happy that he was in a relationship already and based on the experience of many of our trans friends, I completely understand why. Transition is really tough on a relationship so we do know folks that have broken up over it, but we know more people who have stayed together.

But in terms of dating and putting yourself out there for trans women in particular, it’s incredibly unsafe in some ways. You’re subjected to all the same misogyny and sexism and violence that’s heap on ALL women (cis or trans) but there’s also an underlying phobia and reaction that comes with having been assigned mail at birth. No matter where you are in your transition. You can be as fully transitioned as possible, meaning undressed you could be built no different when compared to the average Playboy model (I know that’s a dated reference but I grew up in the 60s and 70s so Playboy models were always my icons of female beauty so please forgive me for not thinking of a better reference here, but I digress…) You can be a superlative and beautiful woman who has all the same physical parts that a cis woman does, and your day can hear the words transgender, trans, transition, so many others, and they immediately think “you’re a man” (and because they’re so homophobic that they’re also trans phobic and they lash out and commit violence). I have yet to meet a working class trans woman (or any trans woman of color) who has not experienced something like this.

There are plenty of great men out there, who love trans women, there are plenty of great men out there who see that women or women, regardless of what they were assigned at birth, there’s plenty of great men out there who once identified as gay and transitioned with a partner and now identify as Bisexual because our partner is female. Those all exist in encourage you to keep looking for those if you are a trans woman. But I do know that you are putting yourself out there in a way that must be terrifying, emotionally and sometimes physically.

My trans male friends have had it much easier in terms of partnerships, but I do think that’s because women are less likely to beat you up if they find out that you were once assigned female of birth. Women are a little bit slower to that kind of violence but that doesn’t mean that finding out late in a relationship that you are not exactly the gender man they thought you were won’t cause them pain.

I like her suggestions here to really give thought to disclosure when how because I know it’s such a juggling game in terms of letting people know the real you before they judge you. But I feel like it’s safer to know right away if they’re gonna react poorly to the news. As a queer person who has used labels that include bisexual, lesbian, queer, nonbinary, and gay at different times, I had this debate with other LGBQ people in the past too. When I was first coming out, and there was protesting and trying to stop AIDS and anti-queer activities, I came out before anybody could ask, before anybody could get to know me. I was often told by people older than me (because I was very young) that I should let people get to know me first and then come out.

Over the years I’ve seen how that can be very successful for some people, but that’s not me. My relationships have been the cornerstones of my life and I don’t really believe our private life should stay private. You talk about your wife, I talk about mine. Later, when people asked me about my husband’s genitals because everybody does, when your partner is trans, I would say let’s talk about your wife’s vagina first and then shut down the . I’d much rather tell you immediately upon meeting that I’m queer, that my husband is trans, that we both ID as queer, even if we’ve been monogamous for decades, just so there’s no way you can blow up at me later and there’s also no way for you to say, “well we love her because we know her well and she’s queer, but that doesn’t mean we like all queer people.”

But that’s my ego and it doesn’t need to be anybody else’s. That’s my protective mode. Always interested to hear what other people‘s protective mode is because I’m sure for some people it’s not coming out at all (and you shouldn’t have to).

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